Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Little moments that we live life in

These are the little moments i look forward to .. Every single moment of every single day .. I wish .. sometimes dream of these moments ..

It would have took just a smiling gesture to make me feel good,
slowing down a little bit while returning with those flashy shop bags would have made it so more easy to walk without making me trip over while tryin to catch up with you,
watching with me what i was watching for a minute atleast without snatching off the remote,
hugging me or you a little while we stood on the balcony with me shivering to the cold breeze,
helping me with the pronunciation in the Italian furniture store wouldn't have been that hard,
dropping in the kitchen for a moment just to make me feel you know where i am in the house isn't hard,
asking me how long will i be up with my office work before i go off to sleep is what i yearn for,


No,i don't ask for myself..i ask for the "Us" we have built.
i don't ask for you in much.
 i ask for a little time,a slight glance,a moment's laugh,a silent smile,a tight hug,a good morning hum..
..and a goodnight's kiss.


Maybe that would take a second
but it would last an eon in my breath-wrenched heart-drained time-frailed lost-beaconed reasoned-enough smothered soul.


P.S. : This is just a glimpse of what i have in my mind 

True Inspiration is my love .. 

The year 2010

We are truly arriving at the end of what would be called a very optimistic year for mankind !! Yes, 2010, truly was a fabulous year. It gave assurance to a gentleman named Kasab against death in a country where he raised mayhem. It saw delayed legal proceedings against the gentleman who once promised to change the face of Indian sports arena (he did change it although, to a very sorry one) - Mr. Suresh Kalmadi as he smiled through the Commonwealth Games fiasco with a naughty boy grin. We also saw people behind online social networking or news platforms - Mark Zuckerberg(FB) and Julian Assange(Wikileaks), beating the US president, in the "Times" magazine, person of the year, thus giving the idea of the increased domination of cyberspace in our lives (i am expecting a few nightmares on the lines of Terminator: Salvation).


We saw hope of getting along well with extra terrestrials, when Lady Gaga strutted around with hideously designed weird clothing pieces. The Indian govt. also grew increased confidence in the nation's ability to take shocking scams in it's stride and move on, little perturbed by the 2G in the air, foreign athletes' woes at the games village, Kargil martyr's apartments being taken over by the our true son's of the soil - the dirty politicians and the latest, ulterior corporate motives and active lobbying which came to the fore with the Radia-tapes episode.

Ok, enough with the satire !! There were feel good things also. The Indian Cricket team, finally achieved no. 1 status and held on to it. Quite a dream for the millions of fans who have ate slept and drunk cricket all their lives. We got to watch Indian athletes winning medals by the dozen. We saw the rise of Saina Nehwal, as a top shuttler in the world!! We saw the stock markets rollicking back to the top, adding happiness with generous helpings of caution this time around amongst the investors. We saw a careful budget and a fair court order on the age old Babri Masjid issue. We even managed to warm our eyes to on the hip-shaking Badnaam Munni and Jawaan Sheila.We had Amitabh Bachchan welcoming us on national television yet again in that "omigawd-its-so-grim-n-sexy" tone that only he has, to play Kaun Banega Crorepati. We had Dolly Bindra, who reminded us of what a feel-good happy life we are leading (by not facing her in the Big Boss House). We had a whole bunch of Box office "jewels", to discard and yet, surprisingly, a decent number of good movies on offer from the Indian Film Industry.

Personally, my year was pretty good. I continued to live amongst love, fun and friendship, passing yet another year in glory. Here's a funny list of my achievements or high moments this year :


1) Managed two full fledged trips to Goa & Delhi !! (Ideally the norm is one)

2) Saw the Indian cricket team achieve Test No.1 ranking in the world

3) Struck to the same job, beyond a year (a first of it's kind, didnt happen earlier, for unfortunate "haalaats")

4) Started watching Plays, two infact - "Class of 84' " and "Get rid of my wife" and loved the experience.

5) Successfully avoided meeting the frightening species of "choose-me girls" for marriage. With all due respect, will not get to enjoy this luxury anymore. (Conditions Apply)

6) Succeeded in reviving this blog....despite fewest hits possible...my busy hunky dory schedule. The motto was and will be to write for self, with an idea to entertain somebody

7) Bought a new phone :-) .. (Honestly bad choice :-( )

Here comes the best part .. I almost managed to retain the Title " Single Again " but the girl of my life swept me off my feet. I fell in love with my Best Friend . Loving every minute since then ..

I think this might be my last post for this year. Thank you 2010, for all that you bestowed. Hope for an even better one in 2011.

This blog is dedicated to my love

Sunday, December 26, 2010

How to write a love letter :-D

Writing love letters can be an extremely challenging task for most of us. But, there is another way to look at the task at hand. Here is what I came up with, which I believe will make the lives of most of you much easier and will allow you to write a lovely love letter as well.


The important thing about writing a love letter is to give it a try. Don’t just think about it, get out a pen and paper and write one now. Don’t think too much about it. If you think a lot about what you will say or how to do this, that will make you nervous and you will stop. Give a try now! Here the tips to write love letters to your girlfriend\boyfriend:


There is no right or wrong in writing love letters. No one can write the kind of letter without expressing their true feelings. The more that you express what you feel about that person or what you actually want to do with or to them, then you have a persuasive chance of building a strong, passionate relationship. If you allow yourself to write as if you are in front of the person or as you would speak if you were in their presence.
Even in this Electronic Age, we need to write (with a pen, on paper) to an absent loved one.

Nothing can beat the romanticism of receiving an old fashioned sweet love letter delivered via snail mail. Emails many of the times get delivered to junk box. Many times emails get deleted accidentally. You don’t want your sweet memories to get wiped away, right? We can be fairly sure our letter got delivered. Having written it, sending out thoughts of goodwill, is what really counts.


Here is how i start writing the letter,

Compliment
When you begin writing a love letter it is very important to give your girlfriend\boyfriend a compliment. Don’t say things that you always say to them, or things that they always hear from others. Say something that makes them feel like you really appreciate them.

Don’t be so concerned about being perfect
Rather be concerned that the things you are saying are literally coming from the depths of your soul. Tell the other person how much they mean to you. Let them know how miserable your life would be without them. Break the mold of typical conversation and let them feel you through your words.

Add the P.S
Here is a good place to mention a present attached to the letter. Make sure you chose each and every word carefully, and try reading it out loud to yourself so you can make sure it “sounds” the way you want it to.

The Delivery
Don’t forget that delivery is a big part too. Does the place that you leave it for them to find? Think out what they will be likely doing when they find it so that you can plan the right spot for them to read it.
Love letters for girlfriend provide the perfect way to express their true feelings to another. Saying “I love you” is made more beautiful through written words. It can also be made more romantic by striking up a good rhyme that one would love to read repeatedly. Give this a try you will see big results when that your girlfriend read your love letter and comes to visit you.

Love can be expressed in a myriad of different methods, but the most timeless and most treasured will always remain the classic love letter .. Get started :-) ..

Saturday, December 18, 2010

To my Love :-)

I’m sitting here thinking about you
My thoughts run wild at times
Longing to touch and hold you



To feel your heart beating with mine
To see our souls dance in rhythm
with the music of our hearts
But it is all just in my head
cause you are there and I’m here




Waiting for the time
When we’ll finally be one
My love ...

Friday, December 17, 2010

Destiny

Somewhere along the way you meet people who let you see how much of life you missed out and let you see a different perspective than your own preconceived notion then you realize that life is just not as simple as ABC. Life is for you to live it fully and not just dream about it when you go to sleep or let your imagination do the job. For one to enjoy life you must grasp it wholeheartedly, cherish the moment, live only for today, love fully, fall so hard, cry your heart out, laugh out loud and reach out to others. Don’t hide yourself in your sheltered little world and just imagine of things to come or wish for the life you want instead try to mold yourself to what you want your life to be. I’ve just realized how much of life I’ve taken for granted but then someone came and let you see its not too late to enjoy your moment, to be able to live again without conditions, without regret, without restrictions and be like the bird in the sky so carefree.Yes I am a dreamer but sometimes dreamer’s don’t just dream they live too for the moment…

Guess what's my dream :-)


Loving Someone Silently :-)

It is hard to love someone in silent. It is hard to keep that love to yourself knowing that it wants to be set free, to be let go and to be share. But I have no choice but to keep this feeling to myself. My conscious warned me not to love you because I might only hurt myself in the process. I guess you know deep inside that you cannot give away what you don’t feel in your heart. I don’t know which is painful keeping this love to myself or not getting the love I want from you. Either way it still hurt a bit knowing you love someone who treats you only as a friend.
I thought what I feel for you was just gratitude for the time when loneliness seems to envelop me and you were there to lift my spirit up. But everytime I see you I know it’s more than gratitude and I know that you have a soft spot here in my heart. I know I feel a certain affection towards you but geeezzz it’s so hard to keep this feeling to myself. It’s so hard loving you in silence. It’s so hard to be just your friend.
But come to think of it I’ll rather love you like a mute and be your best friend than tell you I love you and you’ll go away from me.

Just when i thought i would wait little more time .. My best buddy told me that she loves me .. It was a dream .. a beautiful one .. ever since that day .. she makes me fall in love with her over & over again .. She is my Sweetheart ..

Sunday, December 5, 2010

You are everything i ever wanted

The world seems so beautiful, the sky seems so blue
The happiness she brings in my life, I bet you have no clue
She’s more than what I asked for, and I am the luckiest guy
This the the only truth
And about that I wouldn’t lie

She never asked for anything else, but just for my love
She’s as evil as a devil, and as pure as dove
She’s been my motivation for everything that I do
Its hard to express through words, if only she knew
She’s my one friend on whom I can rely
This is the only truth
And about that I wouldn’t lie

I can’t imagine my life, a life without her
A past so dark and a future so blur
She’s been with me in good times, she’s been in my bad
She has laughed in my happiness and cried when i was sad
I loved her with true heart and that I can’t deny
“coz” this is the only truth, and trust me
About that I wouldn’t lie.

She is my world and my life .. about this I wouldn't lie .. 

I love U Sweetheart ..



Counting my days down !!!

yes its true on 6th December, 25 more days to go

ha i say only?? every time i try to look at the watch it seems not to be moving.

after 30 minutes i think of doing something i feel , its just 30 mints passed and actually only 5 had ..

Waiting on something you’ve been wanting so much and so long.. Im really not too much patient as she is…

Im praying  for things to fall into place ... I need all the luck i can get to have this girl in my life ... She is special .. really special ..

i really hope i get some blessing and the time flies at least not so slowly… I will wait for that magical moment

Thanks to the woman of my dreams, my best friend for making every moment of my life so special that i am going to relive these moments again & again ..

To the women of my life

The beauty of a woman can never be described in words. Woman plays an important part in life of each one of us. When we are born, its because of the most lovable woman on planet, the GOD himself in human form, our mother. When you grow up, some of us are lucky enough to have the best companion in our life as our sister. We fight with her, we love her, and we protect her no matter what. She supports at every moment. And when you are an adult you fall in love with the woman of your dreams.

This Post is dedicated to them ..


My Mom: for being there at every step. Protecting me, supporting me and for being the reason what I am today.

My Love : for adapting yourself to my life and enjoying every moment together as ONE. for making me realize that life is beautiful & for loving me like there’s no tomorrow.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Three Months and Counting ....

Our anniversary brings to mind, the happiness and joy U’ve brought to me. Sweet memories--the laughter and the tears.Words truly cannot do justice to how i feel about you . the moments i hold so dear, A new chapter in my heart has begun to unfold, the countless days that we have shared together are too wonderful to forget .Even though U r'nt here with me while i'm writing .. I still have U in my thoughts . I could write a novel with a million reasons why I have fallen in love with U so much & why I hold U so close to my heart. My book would contain thousands of chapters on how much I love U as my life partner & my Best friend ..U have changed my world with a blink of an eye with some beautiful gestures.. I have always dreamt of  footprints in the sands of time,
walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and walking close to eachother forgetting the world around US. I know we have a love like no other, what we share is something others only hope for and dream of. but few ever experience. U are the one whose smile I cannot wait to see, whose arms I long to have wrapped around me.U fill my soul with contentment.I know i have made some mistakes but U always have dealt me with ‘persistence, patience and unwavering affection'.  I must have seen U a million times & every time I see U  .. I fall in love with U all over again .my heart starts to race & when you smile, It sparks my senses and ignites my soul with happiness i never knew . It is such a beautiful feeling .. Ur love is my beacon, my star and my light; All Ur colors and moods are precious to me. I want to be there with U, every moment of our lifes . Holding U close to me & U make every day an enchanting delight. As long as you are with me, my world will never shatter .

I Love U Kanna till the end of time :-)


Happy anniversary, sweetheart.
With you at my side, every experience is beautiful !!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Thinking about U, like I always do ..

There are so many things I tell U . So many things i wish i could have left unsaid or undone. I tried. I really did. But Sweetheart .. When it's for U .. Sometimes i end up with a kiddish excitement & falter in my stand not to be crazy .. This doesnt mean i take U for granted .. Trust me, I love U more than i can ever tell ..Somtimes U have been tough and rightly so .. U have been what kept me sane and stable with my feet truly on the ground .. Before U came into my life,I was lost, like a ship with no rudder, skimming across a wild sea.


I love so much about U that it is hard to pick just a couple of things out. I love the way U laugh. I love the way U smile. I even love it when U make me mad and don't know why. I love how when U upset me, U try so hard to make it better when i am down. I am so in love with U that I don't go one minute without thinking of U and wishing that I was with U! I can't stand to be without U for one second. U have truly turned me into myself. U have allowed me to open up my heart and trust again. U have helped me to smile and be happy again. And for that I love U. I thank U and I will forever cherish our memories and I know there are many more to come.

I miss Ur warm eyes, the way U listen & care.I miss all that we share.I miss the smile on Ur face, so reassuring & sincere, & the moments we spend together that I hold so Dear, I miss all of the caring things U do with me & spendind days alone with U. I look forward for a day to be a closest with U.I miss U so much .
Trust me, Not a single moment goes by without thinking about U. Only about U .



It's all about love. I love U & I know that U love me.I love each and every once-in-a-lifetime moment I share with U. Today, tomorrow, forever.

Love U Sweetheart:-)








Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I Love U :-)

Across all these miles and far into the distance .You are out there somewhere And I wonder what you are doing at this very moment... Are you thinking of me? Have I even crossed your mind? I just wish that I could be near you, Instead of across all these miles. I'm sitting here without you, And I'm thinking about all the things we've talked about, I just can't seem to get you off my mind. In my arms, holding you tight is where I'd like to be, instead across all these miles and far into the distance. How comforting is my heart when I am by your side. Yet, I can not explain the words that I feel for it is a feeling that I can not describe by words of mouth., but, of words of heart! And this is the way I can tell you how I feel. Love is the greatest thing I have ever encountered in my entire life and I am so grateful for that love to be yours. You have given me a new feeling inside my heart and also have touched my heart in places that I never knew existed. If I could take my heart from my chest and give it to you I would! Therefore you will have to settle for the heart that I give to you which is the feeling that you feel inside. That is my honest and true love straight from my heart to yours. Even you are far my face gives to you a warm embracing smile yet, my heart cries out to you not to go. I miss you. I whisper to the wind "I LOVE YOU" hoping that you get the message inside your heart and think of me the same way! I wonder if you think of me half as much as I think of you. I miss you so much. I love you! I love you more that words can say and more than I can show to you. I hope that you do know that I do love you and feel it in your heart where ever you go. You remain in my heart....my mind.......my soul and my life for all time. True Love Never Dies it only gets stronger! I hope that one day I am able to tell you exactly how I feel, maybe that day will never come. Maybe this love I have for you is so powerful that there are no words to describe it.Forever yours, today, tomorrow and always ..

When you are in love...



When you are together with that special someone,
you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around,
you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed
to have called you long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all
the emails or SMS messages in your phone because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets,
you would not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, that special someone is just a friend,
but you realize that you can not avoid
that person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love


Sometimes.. Some Moments in life .. you see life flash right infront of your eyes .. moments you hold so dear .. those moments define the way you see the world around you ..
I had one such moment .. Moment so special .. so overwhelming ..It has flipped my world upside down, sideways and every way in between. It is wonderful, exciting, monumental, amazing and a slew of other adjectives.

There are moments in the midst of my luke-warm-ness, glorious moments.

We don't remember decades,
We don't remember weeks,
but We always remember MOMENTS like these."


As always ... My Best Friend .. My Inspiration ..


Saturday, October 9, 2010

Dreams - Inception

 I had this dream on 4th Oct .. It is not about me but about the girl of my life .. This dream was about what she was thinking in her mind ...


A small, broad smile crowned on her face.


Her eyes were staring at something exceedingly alluring.


Something extremely attractive had captured her entire attention.


Now, what was that thing which was lucky enough to be the cynosure of her eyes?


Well, it was her Future.


I think she was dreaming about her future.


That had caught her in a spell.


The spell was so binding that her eyes did not even flutter. The attention was unwavering.


Future wasn't complaining either. After all, who would mind an attentive stare from a pretty girl.


People crave for a casual glance. And here she was having a long thoughtful stare.


Like no one else, the future is always lucky enough to find herself at the center of attraction.


People always think about her. And find her extremely beautiful. More pretty  than the past. More splendid than the present.



The wonderful thoughts of the future made her look more happy. This in turn made her look more ravishing.


The smile on her pretty face broadened as her thoughts progressed.


And she lost herself further.

I sudden woke up from my sleep ... 

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Dreamz .. My Love

Every guy dreams of  that princess 
matching the fairy tales with touch of reality
I too had you sketched on my mind’s canvas
A hazy image surrounded by its own charm
Pretty, Beautiful was not what I craved
Simple solemnity was what I dreamt
I felt fish out of water in this instance
Attributes I craved were not normal stance
Friends thought I was out of my mind
Mills and Boon had it all right
Quietly I disagreed and they wished me luck
For them looks and riches were must
You entered my life on a normal day
There was shyness and hesitation in first glance
Neither thundering sounds nor the lightening effect  
Just a simple acceptance of your sight
I had my sketch all ready to make it alive
You filled in the colours with your sweet smile
With time you made me add that special colours
With little gestures that spelled love clear
There were parts which had shades of stubbornness
Made lighter by the art of filling compromise
When I think about the dream now
I am glad I was fish out water at that time
For the fulfilment I have got with you have proved
Romance in life is much better than books.


I am madly in Love with U ... 

Hopeless Romantic Guy

I'm an incurable romantic. I'm not sure what that actually means, but I do know how it feels, which is mostly good. Romance, for me, is much more than  boy-meets-girl. It is more of an optimistic view of the world, an expectation of beauty in everything and everyone that becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. It doesn't take much to make me all Dewey-eyed and I am a sucker for a sob story.

The effect of this on my ability to persuade is both good and bad. Like the swings and roundabouts of a fairground, I gain in some places and lose in others. Where I gain is in the empathetic bonding I get when people tell me their stories and I offer ways to help. If they are being deceptive, however, then I will at least start by trusting them.

It was a string of disappointing deceptions many years ago that set me on the road of learning about changing minds and although I have stubbornly retained my faith in human nature, I am not quite as gullible as I once was. I am now many times better at spotting persuasion techniques and can listen with gentle amusement.

I have been on persuasion training sessions and met people who are always 'on', trying to persuade non-stop as if their life depended on it. I hope I am not like that though, like a dog with a new bone, I suspect I have been a bit over-enthusiastic when the penny of a new persuasive dimension has dropped, but generally I stick to 'normal human' mode and only turn up the volume when needs be.

Turning down the radar is harder than not persuading, and I do tend to spot persuasion. I have, however, found a sustainable quiescent position from which I can quickly prick up my bat-ears if I hear or see something going on. It is sometimes entertaining when a sales person turns on the patter, confidence that they have when they see an easy target in their sights.

With an understanding of persuasion it would be easy to become cynical and disenchanted, seeing others as competitors or victims, but this is a route that I have deliberately avoided. I choose to see people as human, whole and essentially worthy. I am human too and like being a member of this social race. I love connecting with others, which the web lets me do to an unprecedented degree.

And so, despite its flaws and disadvantages, I think being a romantic is the best place to be.

Only for U

I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, spending evening together, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant
as you pen your deepest thoughts.

I want to be your lover and find the passion that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty one that makes you come back for more.
I want to make you smile..

It is no secret, my love, and to put it in very simple words,

I want you.






Saturday, September 18, 2010

My Love

She is so beautiful.every time i see her i fall in love with her.Her charming smile
creates a magnetic effect on me and i get attracted towards her.with every bit of word
coming out from her mouth creates a pleasant effect on my ears and my heart beat fasten up
to listen few more words from the gorgeous lady.She creates a magic when she look at me
with her pretty eyes trying to say something but the conversation ends up silently without
saying anything.


How do you feel if 'someone' you love surprises you


Those little gestures...the unspoken,untold,unexpected little wonders...caring and
deep...thoughtful and exhilarating...Truly can sweep them off one's feet!Those little
gestures has implications...so beautiful...so mesmerizing,and so heart warming. How that
'someone' must have missed the other...deeply. How the thought of reaching out,through
voice,if not in person...to make the longing 'visible' and to make sure,the restlessness
of not being together,is put at ease,both sides. How all the rest of the world and the
worldly priorities become secondary..and the thought to be with 'the one' becomes all and
all.All this is not spoken....all this not said...what is said,is the pain,of not
being together,for whichever length of time...the gesture in itself...becomes magical and
so precious.The absence worthy of each moment...as this beautiful facet of that
'someone's' softer emotions wouldn't have come to surface.As they say..Under each dark
cloud,hides a shimmering silver lining:-)

Now what more can i say  about the damsel....she is
cute...beautiful...charming...gorgeous...attractive....compassionate.....adorable....intelligent...Pranskter... moreover she can be described as  ........My Dream Girl......and its
true that i love her the most.

I almost forgot writing,Infact I prevented myself from writing. But then one
fine day I lost all my reasons to do so. I found my words. I explored my thoughts again. I
re-created my ways of expression.Thanks to Queen of my heart :-) ... She is my world .

I really hope that this brings a Big Smile on her face .. That is all i want from her in
Return.

When a Girl or Boy is quiet........



I am Sure you must have read this before.. 

When a girl is quiet,

millions of things are running in her mind.



When a boy is quiet?

Trillion of thoughts & worries running in his mind.



When a girl is not arguing,

she is thinking deeply.

When a boy is not arguing ?

He is think the solution for finish the arguing.




When a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions,

she is wondering how long you will be around.



When a boy looks at girl with eyes full of questions ?

He wants promise that won't ever leave him



When a girl answers 'I'm fine' after a few seconds,

she is not at all fine.



When a boy answer 'I am fine' after a few second?

He is making himself fine just for you but although he is not




When a girl stares at you,

she is wondering why you are lying.


When a boy stares at you?

He is wondering, you are lying to me??




When a girl lays on your chest,

she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a boy melts in your arms ?

He is wishing that time will stuck here forever.



When a girl says I love you,

she means it.


When a boy says I love you?

He didn’t describe properly but he always prove how madly he loves you.



When a girl says that she can't live without you,

she has made up her mind that you are her future.



When a boy says that he can't live without you?

He has dedicated his entire life to her happiness.



When a girl says 'I miss you'

no one in this world can miss you more than her.



When a boy says 'I miss you'?

His heart is beating more than enough because he really misses you…..


I have learnt that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.......




From the Balcony, while it Rained...

I feel wonderful whenever it rains, more so when I don’t have to go out …so that I can just sit and watch the rains. Sometimes again I enjoy going out in the rains and that is a thing of immense fun for me.


Today it’s raining the whole afternoon and it’s good to see and feel this sitting here, in the balcony of our apartment. The balcony faces the front side of the apartment property, lined with few trees and conifers. It’s very green and I love this.


I had taken an afternoon nap while it was raining outside (another favorite) and came out here just moments ago. My senses are enjoying the sights and sounds of the downpour amidst the trees. The needle leaves of the conifers holding the raindrops like the dew in the grass, the scent of the wet soil and the sudden freshness in the air upbeats my evening mood.


The squirrels and the little birds, which are very much there when it’s not raining, are not being seen now….off to their homes, I guess. I often see the squirrels here running up and down the stems of the trees.


Anyways, back to the rains, I miss the thrills of going through water-clogged streets ( I know, it’s distressing, but c’mon it’s fun, too) with friends, suddenly getting drenched out as a vehicle pass by, and the ‘pakoras’ and ‘samosas’ from the shop at the street corner….wow these can be really good sometimes. The change in weather brings so much alteration, good and bad, in the whole ambience of being, which certainly adds to the whole experience. Now come on, what’s a good thing without a dash of distress attached to it?

I have always loved rains until recently . As a matter of fact i still do but there is someone special whom i love the most. This Blog is dedicated to her and she knows whom i am referring to ...

Kuch lamhe

Gone are the days!!


When the school reopened in June,
And we settled in our new desks and
benches!

When we queued up in book depot,
And got our new books
and notes!

When we wanted two Sundays and no Mondays, yet
managed to line up daily for the morning prayers.
We learnt writing with
slates and pencils, and
Progressed To fountain pens and ball pens and then Micro tips!

When we began drawing with crayons and evolved to
Color pencils and finally sketch pens!

When we started calculating
first with tables and then with
Clarke’s tables and advanced to
Calculators and computers!

When we chased one another in the
corridors in Intervals, and returned to the classrooms
Drenched in sweat!

When we had lunch in classrooms, corridors,
Playgrounds,
under the trees and even in cycle sheds!

When all the colors in the world,
Decorated the campus on the Second Saturdays!

When a single P.T. period in the week’s Time Table,
Was awaited more eagerly than the monsoons!

When cricket was played with writing pads as bats,
And Neckties and socks rolled into balls!

When few played
“kabadi” and “Kho-Kho” in scorching sun,
While others simply played
“book cricket” in the
Confines of classroom!
Of fights but no conspiracies,
Of Competitions but seldom jealousy!

When we used to
watch Live Cricket telecast,
In the opposite house in Intervals and Lunch breaks!

When few rushed at 3:45 to
“Conquer” window seats in our School bus!
While few others had “Big Fun”, “peppermint”,
“kulfi”, ” milk ice !” and “sharbat !” at 4o Clock!

Gone are the days
Of Sports Day,
and the annual School Day ,
And the one-month long
preparations for them.

Gone are the days
Of the stressful Quarterly,
Half Yearly and Annual Exams, And the most
enjoyed holidays after them!

Gone are the days
Of tenth and twelfth standards, when
We Spent almost the whole year writing revision tests!
We learnt,
We enjoyed,
We played,
We won,
We lost,
We laughed,
We cried,
We fought,
We thought.
With so much fun in them, so many friends,
So much experience, all this and more!

Gone are the days
When we used
to talk for hours with our friends!
Now we don’t have time to say a `Hi’!

Gone are the days
When we played games on the road!
Now we
Code on the road with laptop!

Gone are the days
When we saw stars
Shining at Night!
Now we see stars when our code doesn’t
Work!

Gone are the days
When we sat to chat with Friends on grounds!
Now we chat in chat rooms…..!

Gone are the days
Where we
studied just to pass!
Now we study to save our job!

Gone are the days
Where we had no money in our pockets and still fun filled on our hearts!!
Now we have the atm as well as credit card but with an empty heart!!

Gone are the days
Where we shouted on the road!
Now we don’t shout even at home

Gone are the days
Where we got lectures from all!
Now we give lectures to all… like the one I’m doing now….!!

Gone are the days
But not the memories, which will be
Lingering in our hearts for ever and ever and
Ever and ever and ever …..


Gone are the Days…. But still there are lot more Days to come in our Life!!


Life is always Beautiful when you take time out to look back at it & admire :-) 



life has changed a lot.....isn't it...?


Childhood Days ;-) ... 

Awesome were those good old days......!

When " INNOCENCE" was "NATURAL",

When "GETTIN HIGH" meant "ON A SWING",

When "DRINKING" meant  "RASNA ORANGE",

When "DAD" was the only "HERO",

When "LOVE" was "MOM's HUG",

When "DAD's SHOULDER" was the "HIGHEST PLACE ON EARTH",

When "YOUR WORST ENEMIES" were "YOUR SIBLINGS",

When the only thing that could "HURT" were "BLEEDING KNEES",

When the only things "BROKEN" were "TOYS"

&

When "GOODBYES" only meant "TOMORROW"


life has changed a lot.....isn't it...?

Instructions For Life

Some of them I am sure you might have already read ... These are the ones I follow

* Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

* When you say, “I love you”, mean it.

* When you say, “I’m sorry”, look the person in the eye.

* Believe in love at first sight.

* Never laugh at anyone’s dreams.

* Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely.

* In disagreements, fight fairly. No names calling.

* Don’t judge people by their relatives.

* Talk slowly but think quickly.

* When someone asks you a question you don’t want to answer, smile and ask, “Why do you want to know?”

* Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

* Say “bless you” when you hear someone sneeze.

* When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

* Remember the three R’s: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions.

* Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

* When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

* Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

* Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

* Spend some time alone.

* Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.

* Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll get to enjoy it a second time.

* Trust in God but lock your car.

* A loving atmosphere in your home is so important. Do all you can to create a tranquil harmonious home.

* In disagreements with loved ones, deal with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past.

* Read between the lines.

* Share your knowledge. It’s a way to achieve immortality.

* Be gentle with the earth.

* Pray. There’s immeasurable power in it.

* Never interrupt when you are being flattered.

* Don’t trust a man/woman who doesn’t close his/her eyes when you kiss.

* At least once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.

* If you make a lot of money, put it to use helping others while you are living. That is wealth’s greatest satisfaction.

* Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a stroke of luck.

* Learn the rules then break some.

* Remember that the best relationship is one where your love for each other is greater than your need for each other.

* Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

* Remember that your character is your destiny.

* Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

My Dreams

I  see you in my dreams. Usually your hands are delicately wrapped around my face. Slowly you kiss each eyelid as if they were so precious they might break but each dream like this is terrifying. They haunt me of a time when you thought I spun gold from light. Of those times when each love letter left on your pillow was more poetic than the last. It’s in reliving these memories that I realise that I can no longer remember a time before now that I have loved anyone more. I struggle to find the words to describe the cataclysmic and heart rendering moments we shared. Where beneath those dim lights you grasped my hands and warmed them and I just knew. I knew that every person in this world deserved a moment like this. A moment where you knew how to be truly loved without the whisper of a single word.

I Love U ...